

A Long WaitHere. Unwelcome. I am the fetch of a worthless throwaway... A series of regrets collected in a set... The doomed of the doomed of the doomed... I am always and forever the never... A reel of movie stills... An old man waiting for a bus... An appleseed buried under sand... I am trapped in myself... Stuck on an island, looking out to sea... I don't want to be...A Long Wait
what's reflected back at me... I don't want to be... here. forever. trapped. stuck. a never. I don't want to be... me.
Back Yard

BenchedIt's three in the morning. The sky's unusually bright tonight and I'm not sure why the moon's glowing so loud. The smoke from my cigarette's dancing just past my face in little bends and curves. Every time, I always try to reach up and touch the weaves and wrap them around my fingers ...or just rip through them to try and confuse the pattern more... control it somehow. Constantly it's moving and changing, flipping and turning, and finally disintegrating into microscopic specks of ash. It's beautiful and seemingly chaotic to the naked eye, this little ballet of cloud. It bursts forth from flames, grows tall and performs for me... it dances andBenched
Blue days
This is your life...

PolarFantastic impractical dreams The threaded jaws of shiny charms.Polar
You only stay while body lay In mercy's broken arms.
Is snow to fall when all is gone This Winter turn a Spring? Perhaps a bloom of sweet perfume To blot the love I bring.
Woven bands of color strands
Rosy-oh what fluorescence! A light so bright and beautiful Yet far from sighted presence.
The beach's sands are cast from frost A journey against a wall Brought together by winter weather Through rain the sunshine fall.
Toonup

Pan TricksI could swear that the shadows spelt out a name... Pan playing parlor tricks in some foolish game... "Mary" or "Marie," I swore I could see... It was spelled out in print as plain as could be... The 'M' and the 'A' and the 'R' were for certain... In the dark part of the room, opposite of the curtain... High up on the wall right next to the ceiling... Writ up on my face was this daydreamer feeling... Of a love I once knew who went by Marie... A sweethearted girl too lovely was she...Pan Tricks
Every day I would stop by at her place... To tend to my heart with her loving embrace...


On the Hilltopstalky brown branches blew, in skies so grey ...and greyer grew, the leaves and grasses altogether swayed, ...though some broke off at the blade. and there i sat and never knew, it was nature down to me that laid!On the Hilltop
entraced there staring i sat still, the wind picked up and gave a chill, but i didn't budge an inch, ...though the wind did start to pinch. just me alone up on the hill, ...no ...i never gave a flinch.
not a care could i contain, not a word would i complain, and though they tried to mock me, sitting in that cold degree, i ne


Dropit tip taps off of leaves and grass like broken shards of diamond glass. and single cinder snaps of light, like fireflies in forest night, flicker in the shower there, bouncing off her face and hair.Drop
the scents of leaves and sticky dew, are dancing in the rain with you. and cheery me sits glazy gazing, inspired by the amazing, and sets off to join along, with whisper wind of silent song.
tiny toes in grassy ocean, sweeping droplets with every motion, our spinning sparkle smiles teaming, the clouds abound and brightly beaming, falling
Something About...
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Bonsai
Vexed
Purple Love